Day 80 of the year 2006

As you can see, it's 11 March 2006. I'm half way between my 45th and 46th birthdays and it also marks 2 years since I started on my life long breast cancer journey.

I went to the doctor for a pap smear and a "here, could you check out this lump please", and came away with breast cancer.

I'm not sure how I feel 2 years on, but it is easier than last year.

I think I'm almost ready to finally give up on wondering when "normal" will return. There is no "normal" in anything, just endless variations.

Whether it’s considered therapy or not, who cares anyway, I’ll start to include excerpts from my journal where I documented much of that first year.